Confession

SO UNPREDICTABLE
Yesterday we live. we love.we laugh
Today - tears, lies and dramas

Even tho it hurts me to say those words to you, I'm really thankful for solving this in a mature way. Living with lies between each other hurt so much when it comes to the truth. Sometime our anger hides those sweet memories we used to make, filling it with backstabbing and hate. But I'm really proud to have people like you. Friends, true friends. Those people like you are always there to correct us. To build us to something strong. To forgive that easily every tho is hurt so bad. Thank you. Really thank you for accepting those thoughts of each other. I made a mistake. We made a mistake. And I'm willingly to listen and be a better friend. Let's start this friendship without tears, without lies and without dramas anymore.

HUGS :]

I'm sorry
I can't be prefect
But without you
I won't know that I'm not.

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There's is no way i'm gonna live like a fool

Boring things don't interest me
So don't force me to live like a robot

Broken pieces

Things will never be the same again.
Tears, lies, drama- lets put a full stop shall we?


[0%happiness 100%sadness ?]
Hell no.

It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
There's no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore
Pieces don't fit here anymore

Take me back to that place where I belong

I'm lost.
In this circle I never knew anymore.
Please take me back to where I belong.
I no longer want to be involve.

So thank you for showing me the real you.
The friendship,
The good times we had,
You can have them back. =)

Silence is really gold

I know your hurting badly now.
And I to wanna apologize for being one of them who hurts you too.
I have to admit I have judge you for a simple mistake.
Might be because I'm confused.
Might be because I'm angry.
But seriously, you didn't offended me.
And your sorry are already taken since that day I talk to you

What I cannot believe is why?
Here I am to tell you I'm mad because of your acts.
I just don't get the 'mask' that you have been putting on.
You said that we don't care about you.
You said we never put you in place.
What?
Correct me if I'm wrong, but I remember seeing people cheering you up.
I remember people hearts cut just by looking at what your doing to yourself.

I might have been a hypocrite to you.
I hope you forgive me for this.
But seriously, I thought you will think of what your doing.
Among all of them, your the one who are more mature then.
But why?
I know when someone is depress, they do things
But still why?

And correction, ME AND HIM = nothing.
What makes you think is him?
Comes to painful experience,
I got more story then you.
Trust me.
You don't know the real me yet.

I hate to see what happened to your friends.
My sympathetic.
But I'm not like them.
Your forgiven.
So please stop apologizing.

I hate myself for posting the stupid post too.
I lost my self controls.
I hope you understand that something are not true,
when someone is lost in emotions.
But I pray that things with get better.
And I pray God will heal your heart.
Make him your only friend.
Make him your only desire.
Because he never DISAPPOINT you.

I promise my word to you,
No more I will do this again.
Reading back, this is so freaking childish.
Problems won't solve by bitching it.
And I too pray for your forgiveness.

You too take care of yourself.
Even if you want to erase us from your nightmares,
I won't be mad.
Just to make thing straight.
I NEVER HATED YOU.
Because you once cared for me and I will never turn my back from people like you.

Sorry for the heartbroken moments that cause by me.
Not only to you but to other people too.
I'm still learning to be a better person.
But with Christ - nothing is impossible.
So wait for the day when I change the world.

Because the day is almost here.

Whats laid beneath that mask ?

Are you acting or telling the truth?
We can't tell the different because your so darn good.
Might be a mistake.
Might be a misunderstood.
But why can't you just show us the truth?

Whats with the acts?
Whats with the props?
Whats with the 'mask' you have been putting on?

Is it for sympathetic?
Is it for attention?
Or is it just to make things wrong?

We don't care for you?
We don't think for you?
That are answers that only you know.

Might be a mistake.
Might be a misunderstood.
But only we know what lays beneath of you.

Leave me alone

Sometime I wish to be ignore
Often I pray to be invisible.
Always I don't want to be the center of attention.
Is this so hard to get?

Daily I smile for fun.
Mostly because I'm happy.
But that doesn't mean I'm giving
Signal, flirting or anything.

Why can't you leave me alone?
Why must you bug me so long,
With all those freaking dramas, crying and more?
Leave me alone.
Give me my life.
The one I use to like.
Please stop this effing act
I don't think is sad.
Because your so fag.

Your not him
Yet your try to be.
Get a life.
I will said it one more time.
Give me back my life.

Go away.

I won't give up

Your not the wisest people on earth.
Neither are you the so-call-genius you think you are.
So who are you to look down on me ?

Your not that smart as you think.
Neither that darn great too.
So who are you to challenges me?

We are the same.
Only you are better,
But I'm the best.

Thanks for building me up.
You make me realizes that people like you exist.
Remember this.
Whatever you say won't kill me.
It only make me stronger.

Because we are human,
We made mistake.
SO DO YOU

So What ?

So what if I'm single?
So what if I spend Valentine alone ?
So what if I'm happy to see my friends leaving me behind to date their guy ?
So what if I'm single?

Am happy with what I've got.
Just waiting for my Romeo. And I know he will come.
Is okay to be single.
Is okay to have friends who love you yet dating with a great guy.
Is okay to wait for your someone special.

So what if your ex boyfriend is a jerk for dumping you?
So what if he hurt you?
So what if he don't appreciate with what he has in front of him, beautiful yet perfect?
So what if your single?

Be happy with what you got.
Is okay to be single.
Is okay to spend time with your single friends.
Is okay to wait for someone better.

Remember. We are always special at someone eyes. Don't give up hope.

Breaking up is something that we do now.
Everyone is gonna do it somehow.
Is okay, Let it go.
Get out there and find someone.

All the single people
Scream it out with me.



IS OKAY TO BE SINGLE !

Is a promise

I'll be back.

I promise.

Back to smile again

Back to love again

Back to be who I am.