I know your hurting badly now.
And I to wanna apologize for being one of them who hurts you too.
I have to admit I have judge you for a simple mistake.
Might be because I'm confused.
Might be because I'm angry.
But seriously, you didn't offended me.
And your sorry are already taken since that day I talk to you
What I cannot believe is why?
Here I am to tell you I'm mad because of your acts.
I just don't get the 'mask' that you have been putting on.
You said that we don't care about you.
You said we never put you in place.
What?
Correct me if I'm wrong, but I remember seeing people cheering you up.
I remember people hearts cut just by looking at what your doing to yourself.
I might have been a hypocrite to you.
I hope you forgive me for this.
But seriously, I thought you will think of what your doing.
Among all of them, your the one who are more mature then.
But why?
I know when someone is depress, they do things
But still why?
And correction, ME AND HIM = nothing.
What makes you think is him?
Comes to painful experience,
I got more story then you.
Trust me.
You don't know the real me yet.
I hate to see what happened to your friends.
My sympathetic.
But I'm not like them.
Your forgiven.
So please stop apologizing.
I hate myself for posting the stupid post too.
I lost my self controls.
I hope you understand that something are not true,
when someone is lost in emotions.
But I pray that things with get better.
And I pray God will heal your heart.
Make him your only friend.
Make him your only desire.
Because he never DISAPPOINT you.
I promise my word to you,
No more I will do this again.
Reading back, this is so freaking childish.
Problems won't solve by bitching it.
And I too pray for your forgiveness.
You too take care of yourself.
Even if you want to erase us from your nightmares,
I won't be mad.
Just to make thing straight.
I NEVER HATED YOU.
Because you once cared for me and I will never turn my back from people like you.
Sorry for the heartbroken moments that cause by me.
Not only to you but to other people too.
I'm still learning to be a better person.
But with Christ - nothing is impossible.
So wait for the day when I change the world.
Because the day is almost here.